I want to know what I do to get treated this way. I mean seriously. I hate dating. I am NOTHING but truthful and real with you. I don’t hide ANYTHING. I show you my true self. No holding back. I let you inside my twisted head. This is how you repay me. I waited 3 years to date you. Three long years. I know how much that girl broke your heart, and I wanted to fix it. But to tell me I am not attractive enough? You’re kidding me, right? We have every single connection in the entire world, and this is what you tell me. My mom and dad were happy. My brother was happy for crying out loud, and he doesn’t want me dating anyone. I know there is something you’re not telling me. It’s okay to be scared because I am too. Relationships aren’t easy but we can work on it. I won’t hurt you, I promise. You promised me that too and yet I spent all night crying and I cried myself to sleep for the umpteenth time. But what is it? Is it because I can read your mind and I know you secretly do what you do just to make everyone else happy? I just want to know. I don’t care if it breaks my heart into a million pieces, but I just have to know. I’d rather know the truth than be continually lied to like this.